[ 4:47 PM ]
This is the forth time I dream him ignoring me. Totally. Completely.
I dream we (2 of my girl friends and him) went dinner at a market place opposite bus number 24 bus stop.
It's a super big wet market. Selling raw fish, pork, chicken and everthing thing else that can be seen in the real life wet market. The only difference is that they have bbq restaurant at the back of it. What you actually do is you order your food at the front and proceed to back to have it. The promotion that day was fish. Therefore we ordered fish and was ask to wait outside while they prepare the dishes.
We went walking around. I didn't talk much that day, just beside him, listening him trying to make us not feel awkward. The 2 friends behind us started feeling weird too therefore they started disturbing him and made him feel like himself. I am glad for her to turn the awkward zone to a comfort one, but she neglected my feelings, and I walk off alone.
I walk around the market, observing and feeling the nature of a market life feeling content.
After some time, I walk back to the restaurant to look for them but they are no where seen. The staff even ask if I need help looking for them and I replied with a smile that it's okay. Calm as usual, I took out my phone checking if I miss any missed call from them. I was actually hoping that they realized that I am gone but it was a great disappointment that none of the miss calls were from any of them.
I decided to leave that place. Went to the bus stop met some familiar faces and ask why am I alone and thought I was with my boy and friends? I replied them "Huh. No la." and ask if this bus number 24 can bring me to chai chee and the location of the nearest Mrt station. They the pointed THERE and I followed the direction.
The moment when I reach THERE. I found out that its not mrt station but fire station. I ask the fireman where is the mrt station and they said "walk straight and turn left" and I followed.
Passed a few coffee shops but there's no station seen. I started asking people around me again and was told that it is impossible for me to walk there cause its super far.
I ended up taking cab with PEOPLE in the cab. It's a family. A army boy with his dad and mom. The cab driver ask if its okay to drop me after the army boy and I smiled and replied "ya sure."
I had a good chat with the army boy. I kept disturbing him. He love sushi and is a Chinese pro. He can read all the chinese words that I can't. Haha. Is happy.
I woke up after that.